Cie 20. Its just a number kok. Soalnya ada yang bilang eh banyak yang bilang usia tidak melambangkan kedewasaan. Ya pokoknya gitu deh. Buuuuut, thats not what i want. Time to change, time to get out of comfy zone. Sebenernya ngga musti nunggu 20 sih, dari dulu-dulu juga bisa. Ya itung-itung dikit-dikit mulai bebenah diri buat persiapan masuk masa dewasa dini which is 21-40. Bebenah hati, bebenah sikap, bebenah sifat, bebenah iman, bebenah mental, bebenah fisik.
Tahun ini beda banget sama tahun-tahun sebelumnya yang meriah meskipun ga diniatin meriah. Surprise, kado, kue, ceplokan telur euh mamam tuh. Tahun ini more like a-not-to-my-birthday. Just ordinary day. But theres much prayer goes for me from the people who care to me. I’m so grateful for this. For people who comes around me, people who knows me better or less. Ya just people who come and left in my life. I know they come for a reason (and also left for a (rational) reason (i wish)). And im thank for dat. After all let me be thankful for this 20 years hmm i mean 19 years i lived in this world and welcoming a day with the-its-just-a-number, 20 hahahaha. Alhamdulillah ;)
God is director.
"There are five people you meet in heaven. Each of us was in your life for a reason. You may not have known the reason at the time, and that is what heaven is for. For understanding your life on earth. This is the greatest gift God can give you: to understand what happened in your life. To have it explained. It is the peace you have been searching for.
-Mitch Albom, The Five People You Meet in Heaven”